"Une vie habitée sans le but est une vie sans une valeur" "A lived life without the goal is a life without a value..."
Yet he slips and tumbles and says: Ne! Ne Ne! Ne! Ne! Di masakit!!!
Monday, May 30, 2005
Its good to be back...
After spending a long half week in iba,zambales with my org namely the UMYF, i have reached a point in my life that i am sincerely (tama ba?) sorry for all that i have done... immaturity led me to despise, hate or abuse the people who i once called friends.
:)
may we have a kind heart, a lifted soul, and a gentle mind, that we may all become who we realy need to be with guidance from God.
i'll never forget...
Mathew 7:7
"ask and you will be answered, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened for you."
don't forget...
God gives us 100% love and asks nothing in return, but we as christians have the choice to do his will namely the ten commandments and use the bible as a guide or become slaves to the devil who has 2 horns, a tail and red tights for a getup hehehe...
here's a joke for you:
man 1: "bakit si satanas di nagsisigarilyo ng mariwhana o drugs???"
man 2: "di ko alam eh... bakit?"
man 1: "kasi... kung si satanas ay nag sisigarilyo ng ganun, baka mapunta pa siya sa heaven!"
gets? hehehe...
nywayz... la nanaman aq load... la matext, hahaha... at very very confused pagdating sa love-life nanaman hahahaha!!!
another thing!
Musta na kayu guys?! (Ehem... mga kaklase ko...)
Matatapos na bakasyon natin la pa ako balita sa inyo!!! hehehe...
It's so good to be back...
Early Bird Catches the Worm, pero ala naman uuod...
I've have no idea why i woke up early today... maybe there's something to do that needs to be done early? Oh boy... dunno... other than the badminton games i have later this afternoon there is nothing to do!!!
Shaken?
shaken? by what? the event last night? is it immaturity? i think not... my world you say? then be it my crummy little world if it has to be... at least i control it... because in this world, things go on without you even knowing that they have already started. think about it...
don'ts
you don't want me to talk to you guys? then so be it!
i dont give a damn...
i don't need you guys if your just gonna bring me down like this...
i don't need your words of encouragement,
i don't need your stupid suggestions,
i don't need your agitated thoughts for crying out loud!
i don't fight without a reason,
i don't like fighting either,
tell me if it is immature to fix something that has a negative effect on you...
i wont bother you guys anymore, write what you want to write
just think about this... if you were the one who is the topic of these blogs,
how would you feel? devastated? agitated? happy? sad?
think about it... if you were in my shoes at least for one of my worst days in my life...
so just back off.
i don't need your guidance.
(Edit: kasi may mga taong pilit sumisinget sa maliit na daan para di sila mawala. di nila alam may masmalaking daan pa silang madadaanan na masmadami at masmaganda ang magiging resulta.
Kung ganyan kayo magisip, fine! Care ba ako? I'm keeping my promise, what happened today added another thing to what first wanted to do... that is leave...)
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT YOU SAY NOW, ITS NOT JUST YOUR WORLD YOUR WALKING IN.
YOU DON'T REALIZE IT. LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND. COZ ALL YOU DO IS MISUNDERSTAND...
If you think that way then think that way...
why would i try to change that? why would i spread untrue rumors about myself if it would only cause trouble? Am I that desperate for attention? If you think so then fine... i don't need to change the way you think about that topic. Coz i don't want to cause something far greater than what has already happened. You might think that I'm so outcasted that I'm desperate enough to do that. Well then fine, have it your way, think that way... just so you know... that i didn't spread any rumors...
For one thing... any rumors spreading around aren't caused by me or my decisions... i didn't decide to spread rumors or start things. I didn't tried or even want these rumors to appear. If your realy set on the topic that I am just an outcast then so be it. I'd like it better that way.
For a few days, i spent my time away from the computer only going online for 15 - 30 minutes then running to the badminton court to play. just to check my email, ym, and friendster then i'm gone. I didnt check any of the blogs because i knew that there would be something up that would be against the ideas of mine. Just so you know... kung alam mo lang ung ginawa sa akin ng taong un or mga taong un... baka magbago isip mo... don't take just one point of view... there are always things to consider before making a conclusion... even if it would be harsh... if your thinking i cant change then be it as it may... but i will change and i will live on with these changes... kung nabigla ka... fine! di sorry! ginagawa pang issue un eh... kung kayo talaga yan... nilapitan nyo man lang sana ako... kagaya ng nanghingi ko ng consulta sa inyo... dun sa mga tinamaan sorry na lang... tinry ko tlaga na hindi na kayu patamaan... pero... you left me with no other choice...
Before naman alam nyo na medyo pushover ako... sorry but that has to change... I ain't living my life under... ung kayabagan ko? kung ganun un sige lam ko... naramdaman nyo na naman eh... salamat na lang... para dun sa nakakaintindi ng sarcasm...
If that is what you think, fine, i wont change it... If that's the way you feel, fine, i wont bother you, but if what you are doing to me is that wrong... sorry but i'll have to change it... coz it aint fair anymore...
Kyerie01
Oh yeah joanna... i read your blog... i believe you now... plus i understand it... i shouldn't judge people or say that they are not good friends. It's already in their nature, i just have to understand them just like they understood me.
Even though they can do the worst things to you, you must be strong and just try to give them a chance by saying, "Friend, sobra naman yang ginagawa mo... konting disiplina naman..." tama ba?
If I would be saying that let me promise this first... this is official and you can copy, paste or anything just don't turn it against me or do something else to its meaning!
"I jl, here by promise... from this point onwards, to try and be cooperative, to be once again friends with enemies, to keep my mouth shut, not to accuse anyone without having facts that show his/her guilt, to change my thoughts that lead to words then actions then habits then character. I also promise to keep this promise... or my name is not jL."
Ok? There... Sorry for the sudden change guys. Nakakabigla daw kasi masyado... Ganun man... sana ok na ako sa inyo sa pasukan o sa susunod na magkikita tayu? Ok lang ba? Kasi naiinis ako sa lumang ako eh... dun sa mga naging pakiramdam na feeling ko close na close tayo sowee po! Di ko po alam na ganun pakiramdam nyo.
Open kasi ako sa mga tao... parang bata noh... sobra masyado... un lang... sana you may find it in your heart... to forgive and forget this time... huling taon na nating magkakasama! La lang...
Well... thanks sa lahat ng nagsabi!!! Nagedit ako ng blog! Tama kayu masyado masama... :P ewan!!! BASTA AYAN NAGEDIT AKO... DUN SA MGA NATAMAAN SORRY AH!!!!!!!! PEACE NA? di ko maedit ng masmaaga ung blog kasi nawalan ako ng internet card.
ETO ngayun...
basta...
kung ano man ung mga itatanong nyo ukol sa akin... sa akin nyo na lang please idaan? kahit di tayo close papakingan ko kayo, ei de gu, sorry na okay? naubos na kasi pasensya ko ung isang araw eh! ei toribs! Sorry na din!!! nagsorry din ako kay mei... tama kayu... nakabastos nga ako... dapat masmaaga ko pa ginawa... tapos... dun sa sinasabing madaming nagkakagusto sa akin... lemme rephrase that kasi baka nagkamisunderstanding lang tayu... "Dati kasi walang nagkakagusto sa akin (as a friend or kinakaibigan ako)" un... eh ngayun, kinakaibigan na nila ako oki?
second...
ung tungkol kay anne... eto pa isa... misunderstanding nanaman... hindi pa ako sinasagot ni anne nor have i said na sinagot na nya ako... oki?
lastly... (or third)
kay keddy naman... friends kami, thats all po... oki? :)
okay na po ba?
kung meron pa po please ako na lang kausapin nyo... inopen ko ung tag box para sa mga comments nyo... hindi para babuyin nyo at insultuhin ako... kung iinsultuhin nyo man ayusin nyo... kasi public nga to... hindi private journal...
thanks sa lahat ng nakinig... este nagbasa!
wala lang... hehehe... un lang...
peace na po please???
i'll keep my mouth shut on other topics...
confirm nyo na lang kung meron pang ibang lumalabas please? thank you very much!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nickname:JL Age: Turning 16!!! Gender:Male Location: Malabon, Philippines!!! (not manila ah!!!) Hobbies: Playing computer, chatting, playing badminton, and if it is possible swimming!!! Occupation: Estudyante lang na minsan nagtratrabaho... ewan ahihihihi!!! Peace out -=kyerie=- LiNkEd : Ate Mai Gerrian Gemmo Dane Rachel (Rachlic) Jrfu jclp08 jOaNNa _kErwin_
I'll stop here! aayusin ko pa ung ibang parts!!! this is my first time to use a blog... :P hehehe see yahhh peace out! -=kyerie=-
